sape kate idup ni senang???? life's hard and it getting harder from day to day. am I a looser?? bukan Biggest Looser ah hahahah. idup ak susah gak ah UPSR, PMR and SPM ok ah xde gempak cam korang I'm just a moderate student with a moderate ability.ak nak share bout the darkest moment in my life. actually I've doing my foundation to go to japan for 2years. 2nenkan hontouni kurushikatta. 2 years of severe in my life. btol kate kimi spm dlu pon xde ah camni. yang ni cam nak gile2 ak blaja cam nak pecah kepale. study abroad is my biggest dream i almost had it but missed it at the last important moment in my life. i missed the GOLDEN TICKET waaaa. people can easily says blaja kat mane2 pon same jer..btol ak akui tp yg menanggung ni dalam hati hanya tuhan saje yang tahu. Tp btol gak niat tu penting. Dulu ak mtak course japan ni pon for the sake to to overseas..niat situ pon da xbtol. Ak tau my ability is not in engineering ak prefer bio. Dlu pon sblm apply JPA ak berserabut gak pikir sal ni between ambition and oppourtunity.. i chose the wrong way and i'm glad Allah had lead me to the right path...Alhamdulillah. Allah know better which is the best for his umat. Ak xslhkn sesape failure ni dsbbkn diri ak sndri ganbattamo mada shippaikedo..nak wat gane mmg da xde rezeki kat sane ak redha seadanya~. Tp yang paling sedih time geng2 yang rapat ngn kite da nak fly...time tu ak rase nak nangis giler..mane xnyer pasport da siap, blazer da siap, name pon senpai kate da naik kat kosen. zannendakedo....best giler tgk kwn2 da smpai sane sumer duk kate sjuk malaysia rase cam summer all the year. pegi hanami ngn senpaitachi tanoshikana....hahahha emo sket. but the thing i dislike the most is after monkashoo result kuar..time to rase cam da xde kwn bkn geng2 ak tggal ak..dont misundestood.. yea ar diorg da dpt pegi kite jer ttgl kat cni feeling ketika tu cam dah mati..x caye tanye Azmeer die jer yg btol2 tau susah senang ak...i feel like trash, msuk lab wat jikken pon rase cam gaijin lak jd segan ngn kwn2. ak ni bukan jenis mat study gak tp ak xleh duk rilek sgt gak, ak suke library intec..sejuk..best especially part hokkaido kat tgkat paling atas... sponsor pon time tu da mcm xnak amik tau sal kite padan muke sape suh fail kan??! jibun no sei..hoka janai. tp tu ah for juniors aka kohai2 jgn excited sgt nak g oversea sumer xseindah yg disangka. byak bnda x diduga leh blaku. satu ag sape2 dpt course japan tu usaha lar gile2 k. 2years is not enough, but that's the challenge! tu ah kdg2 dengki ngn bdak2 ausmat,alevel,adfp...etc. diorg gne english jer kite kna perah otak nak blaja bahasa lagi not only for communication but also for our study. ak nihongo xde ah jouzu but not a prob a for me. kaiwa to sakubun gurai tu bolehla. kanji jer jem sket. blaja leklok yea adik2 jgn jd cam saye ni nak bg advice ar ni. tonikaku i would like to express the deepest gratitude for JPA for giving me chance to do my foundation for 2years. cume ak hrap sgt agar program foundation japan ni dsamakn level ngn malaysia's education system especially KTJ. sian kat kitorang need to start all again from the bottom at least klu dapat masuk degree kat local pon da ok...
senseigata he..iroirona koto o oshietara hontouni arigatou gozaimashita tokuni:
- Pusat Persediaan Kajian Teknikal ke Jepun (PPKTJ 08-09) before got to transfer to INTEC especially kat low sensei,salwati sensei and daishi sensei. kat cni ah ak mula knal KL tu aper..hebak gak an everyweek kuar g KLCC hehehhe
- Kumpulan Teknikal Jepun (KTJ) a lot of wonderful memories there Kamiliah sensei our chief department
- Boku no nihongo no senseigata sato sensei,iwahara sensei,takemoto sensei, hasegawa sense (2taun ak mndrita korang tau x???) and hiraga sensei kjap je ajar sblom budak pertonas masuk
- Rikei no senseigata juga merangkap sensei2 homeroom HOSHI except kodama. ifuku sensei byk ajar ak ap itu math oyaji mitai...kodama sensei byk mbebel ntah pape blaja xphm blk kna study kimia sdiri and last but not least ito sensei butsuri...the tallest and the mysterious sensei...
HONTOUNI ARIGATOU.........SHIPPAI SHITA NO BOKU WA SENSEI NO SEI JANAI..JIBUN NO SEIDAYO...
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hari nie seharian hujan...tsuzuite lak tu. i'm doin nothing at home. sejuk2 camni buat ak nak tdo jer. spnjg ak duk kat umah hari nie baru ujan..ujan rahmat lar katakn. cpat ah kuar result upu. ak da xsabar nak masuk blaja. bukan xbest duk kat umah tp duk lame2 tensen gak. asyik duk tdo,makan ngn main game je. boredom is the state of mind is'nt it??
